Now that her appetite is annoyingly fickle, her favorite meal of the day is breakfast. She often feels indifferent towards lunch, especially since her shamtastic lunch buddy is deployed. By the time she gets back home from work, all she wants to do is take a sip of wine and fall asleep, which has been increasingly difficult to do as well.
What is proving to be really exasperating is that she feels no hunger nor cravings. She used to draw pleasure from figuring out exactly what she wants to taste, at what temperature, of which texture. And then she would eat just that. It used to be all too easy to satisfy her appetite. Nowadays, if her stomach sends hunger cues on rare occasions, she would want to eat something that is impossible to find nor cook in Germany.
What is proving to be really exasperating is that she feels no hunger nor cravings. She used to draw pleasure from figuring out exactly what she wants to taste, at what temperature, of which texture. And then she would eat just that. It used to be all too easy to satisfy her appetite. Nowadays, if her stomach sends hunger cues on rare occasions, she would want to eat something that is impossible to find nor cook in Germany.
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